November 13th, 2007 (10:04 am)
current mood: sad
current song: Empress of Ireland - 3 Pints Gone
My mom spoke with my aunt in Dallas last night. It sounds like my uncle is not doing well at all. He has been in the hospital for the past 3 weeks, during that time my aunt has only been home once. His liver has been failing for the last 3 months, it sounds like he has a feeding tube and is on kidney dialysis as well. My aunt is calling her husband's estranged brother and telling him that if he wants to see him that it should be soon. My dad is supposed to drive down tomorrow to see him, I hope he goes.
We've known for awhile that my uncle was not doing well. I've been expecting his passing ever since he blacked out behind the wheel of a car two and a half years ago. I hadn't cried about it until last night. I was wondering why I didn't feel anything about it. It became real last night. I still feel kind of numb.